Naomi Watts on Being Called a 'Freak,' Talks Early Career Hurdles and Present Health Struggles

Naomi Watts at arrivals for LUCE Premiere at Sundance Film Festival 2019, Library Center Theatre, Park City, UT January 27, 2019. Photo By: JA/Everett Collection
Naomi Watts at arrivals for LUCE Premiere at Sundance Film Festival 2019, Library Center Theatre, Park City, UT January 27, 2019. Photo By: JA/Everett Collection
Naomi Watts opens up about the obstacles she faced in her 31-year-long Hollywood journey. The British actress has had a long, fruitful career being part of critically acclaimed classics like David Lynch’s Mulholland Drive, Peter Jackson’s King Kong, Alejandro G. Iñárritu’s Birdman, and so on. But it was not all rainbows and sunshine for the 57-year-old actress, as being part of the industry for so long comes with its own share of ups and downs and undisclosed trauma.
She is now revealing the uncomfortable and hurtful aspects of her ascent to fame and the cost she bore for all of that.
Naomi Watts shares the hardships on her way to success
Speaking at the Zurich Film Festival, Naomi Watts reflected candidly on the grueling decade of struggle that preceded her breakthrough, describing a period marked by mounting desperation, unpaid rent, and the constant threat of eviction. The actress recalled hitting a professional low when her agent pulled her aside for a blunt heart-to-heart.
“We need to have a heart-to-heart. Honey, you are too intense. You are freaking people out,” said her agent to Watts.

Naomi Watts spotted all smiles while on her way to Good Morning America Featuring: Naomi Watts Where: New York City, New York, United States When: 25 Mar 2025 Credit: Elder Ordonez INSTARimages . NOT FOR USE BY NEWSPAPERS BASED IN THE UK.
Naomi Watts spotted all smiles while on her way to Good Morning America Featuring: Naomi Watts Where: New York City, New York, United States When: 25 Mar 2025 Credit: Elder Ordonez INSTARimages . NOT FOR USE BY NEWSPAPERS BASED IN THE UK.
Watts wryly acknowledged this piercing critique, admitting she was entirely consumed by the frantic pressure of not knowing how to navigate an audition room while facing financial ruin. Reflecting on the relentless pressure to morph herself for an unforgiving industry, Watts described how she spent years contorting to fit conflicting demands - trying desperately to be funny one week and sultry the next as she attempted to decode what casting directors wanted.
She explained that this constant reshaping stripped away her authenticity, leaving her trapped between playing an extreme caricature or a diluted version of who she really was. It ultimately required a visionary director like David Lynch, who gave the actress her breakout role in Mulholland Drive, to cut through the protective armor and nervous energy she had accumulated, dismantling those walls to reveal her authentic self.
While she continued recounting her journey from Mulholland Drive’s success, she also ventured into a deeply personal space of her life that is actually very empowering for women all over.
Naomi Watts on how she navigated her menopause anxiety and issues
Further in her Zurich Film Festival address, the actress who was last seen in FX’s Love Story reflected on the later parts of her journey, sharing that speaking openly about her hardships and experiencing early menopause ultimately felt liberating. Because she navigated early menopause completely unaware of what was happening to her body, breaking her silence proved transformative. She recalled the anxiety of her first conversation about it with her partner - now husband, actor Billy Crudup - while crying in the bathroom and trying to remove an estrogen patch, terrified he would no longer want to be with her.

NEW YORK, NY - OCTOBER 3: Naomi Watts at the screening of The Friend during the 62nd New York Film Festival at Alice Tully Hall, Lincoln Center on October 3, 2024 in New York City.
NEW YORK, NY - OCTOBER 3: Naomi Watts at the screening of The Friend during the 62nd New York Film Festival at Alice Tully Hall, Lincoln Center on October 3, 2024 in New York City.
Instead, Crudup responded with immediate support, validating her self-care and asking why she felt any shame, a reaction Watts described as both deeply sweet and grounding, making her feel safer than ever before. Choosing to own her story rather than suffer in silence, she emphasized the importance of bringing normalcy to a conversation too often met with secrecy.
What do you think of Naomi Watts’ resilience in the face of career and personal struggles? Do let us know.
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